Title: TheMetaphysicalPotter

Gender: Female

Location: Temecula, CA

I am a 61 year old Child.  I call myself a child because I think in a child like way, not a childish way.  I see so many possibilities like to even grow younger again, or to travel in what is called the “etheric'.  But I see that the growth I need to obtain in order to do this, is to become more selfless, less attached to seeing the results my personality thinks it needs to see, and more unconditional with my love so that I hate no one. 

Once I had worked on this and finally I could say to God, “Now I am better, now there are some people that I  only mildly dislike”.  I don't know how to explain how the answer came to me but I felt it, a great feeling of  an answer saying “That is not good enough”……It hit me like a ton of bricks.  

I read a book by Neville Goddard and he had this to say about our thoughts concerning others.  “Do not think of as true of another what you would not want to have thought of as true about yourself”.  WOW  now that's a hard one. Yet think of the energy of those words whether thought or spoken,  and how they have to travel through and influence the one who utters them on their way to the one they are thought about.  So they will lodge theirselves in us if we allow ourselves too much emotionally charged negative thoughts of others. 

At first I thought, “ Why I would not have anything to talk about then, or anyone to talk about.” ..It is like we define our world by what we dislike and that just should not be. We will only continue to get more and more of what we focus upon because we are focused upon it. Then also this focusing upon the negative is  in it's own kind of way a form  of entertainment.  Like, don't take away my worries because then what would I do with my day. “   It's just a bad habit really.

So knowing this, am I completely free of judgment. No, sadly I am not there yet but I am at least working on it.  Maybe those like me who work on being more loving are almost there and only awaiting the point where the critical mass is reached, the critical mass of enough of us working on this in ourselves, enough of us to revive the world, the masses,  and bring back a kind of existence I think that we once had so long ago but lost somehow. An existence that was most beautiful and peaceful for everyone.

So I spend my days living with my son and his family since my husband died. They need a live in granny to do all the laundry and dish washing and BABY Sitting…..you know….makes you have to grow younger just to keep us with the little ones….But I am a loner concerning my thoughts for the life lived here is all about making lots of money, having too many material things, and never any time for reflection. I see the grandchildren given every gadget until their rooms overflow but still they want more.

  When there is spare time it is spent watching Fox news or the O Riley  show or Rush Limbaugh and I just have to find a place, usually my room in front of my computer, to escape all that kind of noise.  

So this Zaadz is a place of escape for me, to talk to others who might understand someone like me.  I am not looking to find a life partner, but to find good friends. I don't think one can have too many friends, especially me since I can count my friends on the fingers of one hand……

I have neighbors who are friendly but they only speak of mundane things as do my sisters.  I try to show interest but it is hard to be genuine for I long to speak of other things that most people I know are nowhere ready to even begin to consider.  This is a world full of sleepwalkers who are creating with their thoughts mostly by default because they are not understanding just who we really are or even that their thoughts create. . I believe that we are God yet not fully awakened as was Jesus, but that like Jesus we can be ONE with God.  Like Jesus we can do great works, even greater than Jesus did.  

My favorite scripture in the Bible is the one that says, “Let this mind be in you that was also in Christ Jesus, who though he found himself in the form of a man, thought it not robbery to be equal to God.  Phillipians  …..Know we not………that we…..are Gods…. 

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